Holly Madison Reveals ‘Intimate Emotional Connection’ with Boyfriend After Autism Diagnosis at 42

Holly Madison, the former Playboy model turned bestselling author, podcast host, and true crime series producer, recently disclosed her autism diagnosis at the age of 42. In an exclusive interview with PEOPLE ahead of the premiere of her new true crime series ‘Lethally Blonde,’ Madison opened up about how the diagnosis has shaped her perspective on life and relationships.

“I’m so glad I got that diagnosis because I can recognize how I operate the way I do, why I operate the way I do, how I relate to people,” Madison, now 43, expressed. “I feel like it’s helped my social skills just knowing that.”

Autism spectrum disorder (ASD) affects how individuals interact with others, communicate, learn, and behave. Madison’s diagnosis has provided her with clarity regarding her social interactions and interpersonal experiences.

Madison reflected on her past struggles with relating to her peers, particularly during her time at the Playboy Mansion. “I look back and I just see how I used to have so much trouble connecting with people. I think that played into some of the decisions I made,” she shared.

Despite the challenges, Madison found solace in her relationship with her boyfriend, Zak Bagans, who has shown understanding and acceptance towards her diagnosis. “I’m lucky enough to be dating somebody who just has always kind of understood me and accepts me for who I am, so getting the diagnosis wasn’t super shocking to him,” Madison expressed.

Her new series, ‘Lethally Blonde,’ explores true crime narratives and airs Mondays at 10/9c on ID. Madison’s candidness about her autism diagnosis and its impact on her relationships sheds light on the importance of acceptance and understanding in fostering intimate connections.

The revelation of Madison’s autism diagnosis serves as a testament to her resilience and growth, inspiring others to embrace their identities and navigate life’s challenges with courage and authenticity.

Holly Madison, the former Playboy model turned bestselling author, podcast host, and true crime series producer, recently disclosed her autism diagnosis at the age of 42. In an exclusive interview with PEOPLE ahead of the premiere of her new true crime series ‘Lethally Blonde,’ Madison opened up about how the diagnosis has shaped her perspective…